16th Nov, 2009

On breathing

Pole Mountain in early winter snow.

Pole Mountain in early winter snow.

At this elevation, sometimes it is all one can do to breathe.

Inhale. Exhale. There is no more you need to do. What you once gave no thought to, here you learn to consider. What you once took for granted, here you learn to be grateful for.

The air is thinner here. Your lungs crave for more but more is never there. You gasp and are left with wanting for more. There is little more to do. But breathe.

But breathe.  And still we thirst for more. Desires challenge breath. Fullness of life versus thinness of air. We work with what we have, balancing our longings with what is around us, somehow always yearning for more.

Breathe, and fill your lungs and pump your legs and run with all your might up the mountainside, you imagine the liberation from the confines of air, dreaming of an effortless release. There is a hunger for the ease of motion as we watch the hawk glide fluidly far above us there in air thinner still as we remain grounded in our labored breath.

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Gin,

Kind of like life. Especially as one grows older. I no longer take for granted all the physical abilities that I once possesed. But, hopefully, those losses are partially offset by the wisdom gained over many years, and life activities are done with more appreciation.

You have a nice way of expressing the thoughts of our souls, in a poetic gift to life.

Al

I looked back through a journal of mine from only three years ago. In it, was was musing on the beauty with which our dog, Alan, would effortless romp through the snow, hiking with us, bounding around us, with great ease and unlimitted energy. Now he about 13, follows our tracks, and we have been known to carry him home when need be… And of course, we will for him. Dogs age more quickly than we do. It is a difficult lesson, but beautiful as well to learn the patience with care, and the appreciation, a bit of what goes around comes around…

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