
a patchwork quilt of clouds to the west
We remain frozen, the mountain and I
She softens ever so slightly
One can not resist the sun
I smell the moist bark on the spruce where the snow has melted away
Flowing waters stir me
Running waters awaken me
It is time for me to sign off for a while here, my friends.
Though I imagine what matters more to you is the mountain,
What matters most to me is my boys, our life, our future, our dreams.
I have some work to do there, of little interest to you, and yet it means the world to me.
We have a brave new life to step out into, together. We have built the door, now I suppose we must build the road before us. Or at least the net before we leap.
And so I take a brief leave of absence and will use this time to prepare our future and complete the past – which includes finishing up the book now in the final proofing stages.
I will share with you again shortly, and I look forward to that day. Perhaps when something changes – the weather, our plans, our future, me. I find it too difficult right now to remain positive and inspiring for you. What I feel is scared for me. You are not here for the darkness, but rather the light. And I am not here to whine.
I will resume in brighter days. I will return when the waters awaken me.
Namaste.